tuudae is Monday,24 March
and yes,its a moody monday.
im feelings really sad just now and now..
dada's Xiao Pang has passed away..
ii feel so useless as ii cant even help her in anyway tuu
make her not tuu feel sad and blame herself..
we both experience the same thing...
and although ii go through that experience before,
ii still cant help in anyway.
ii try telling her about life..but ii guess its no use at all.
maii Ham Ham died last year,
people comforted me,
but ii still cant help it and grieve over the death of maii didi.
frankly speaking,ii still cant let him go until now...
ii miss maii didi,Ham Ham..
maybe Xiao Pang and maii Ham Ham will meet in heaven.
and then,when the day comes for maii death,ii might be able
tuu meet them in heaven.
ii'll be looking forward to that day:)
so Ham Ham,dont worry ne~
iu will always be in maii heart,mind and where ever ii go forever and ever.
mama,papa and kokor will oso feel and do the same:))
and for Xiao Pang,dada and me and ur papa and mama will oso
always remember iu and keep iu inside their hearts forever:))
so both in heaven shall start to be friends and noe each other from today ne~:D
maybe xiao pang and ham ham might even be sworn brothers or sisters:D
take care always no matter were iu all go.
ii'll be in this mortal world praying for the both of iu:DD
so dont worry.
so long then Ham Ham and Xiao Pang~
take care in heavenn~
忘れないで
6:57 PM