the RAINBOWS will tell my STORY
and for ME it shall be PAINTED with the SKY
orion
people wish me happy birthday on every August 13th~!
im proud to be a Catholic
and addicted to japan related things
loves; ♥hamham&family green and yellowphotography&writing poems spacing out and
smiling/laughing japan&kawaii stuff playing the guitar& drawing cute faces(^U^)
a little note;
i say NO to ✖copycats✖
because everything on me&in me
are Copyrighted!
&& please don't flood or spam too.
nasty people,go away~!
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Enjoy~♥
santa claus please;
•family to be in good health & wealth{❤} •meet hamham again{❤}
•get good grades for 'O's{!} •canon camera{!}
•japanese kimono{!} •trip to japan{!}
•a kitten & puppy{❤} •japan related stuff
•white headress •meet沙我&虎{❤!}
•immigrate to JAPAN!~{!}
the guitar performance today wasn't what i have expected to be.. the mic system was bad&almost everyone lost their cue on when to start. but anyway,im sure we all gave our best ne~
didn't follow Meiyu and Suyin plus the others because i didn't want to get a roller blade neither do i want to shop around. i just wanted to have a free and relaxing time in the bus plugging in to my MP4 and lie there watching the clouds above as the bus moves.
reached home,took a few bites and my food, went for a bath,lied on my bed and thought about some stuffs..
sometimes,i feel like shutting myself from the world outside. not bothering about the others. only thinking for and about myself.. of course!i know that that's selfish. but sometimes,the devil has to take its role and no matter what,i just can't control it. i want to kick this mind-set out of me. but i just can't because people around me are also behaving like this.. showing off,being proud,selfish,acting smart.. i really don't mind if they just show this characters to me sometimes,but in reality,they keep showing it to me..why? they don't seem so "nice" and "good" at all.. my impression of them has been shaken tremendously and i just don't know how to put this to words. i guess its enough. i don't feel angry,i just feel sad.
i don't know what's wrong with me today.. i just hope i'll be fine tomorrow.
forgive and forget, its easier said than to be done.. i can forgive, but no matter what, i can't forget because it isn't that easy to forget the numerous hurts people have done.